Friday Check-In: Still Standing, Still Clean

It’s Friday.
And I’m alive.

That alone is a testimony.

Things are slowly coming together in my life. Not perfect. But the storm is settling. My marriage is healing. My kids are laughing again. And me? I’m learning how to breathe without guilt. Without shame.

Ek is dankbaar.

Today I want to honour someone who doesn’t even know how much she’s held me together—my mother-in-law. A real woman. A pillar. A ware rots. She's been there when I needed quiet strength. God placed her in my life for a reason.

And then there’s me.

I’m clean.
Clean from drugs.
Clean from alcohol.
Let that land. 🌱

I still smoke weed. I won’t lie. But I do it differently now—after I’ve shown up for my life, after the work is done, after I’ve taken care of my family. It’s not an escape anymore. It’s not my whole identity.

I’m not begging.
I’m not on my knees for a handout or a plate of food.
Daai tyd is verby.

God’s mercy has kept me, and I feel in my spirit that something beautiful is coming. I’m not just surviving anymore—I’m starting to build. I have dreams, big ones. And God knows my heart. He knows the people I’ve hurt. He knows how badly I want to make peace. Not just with others—but with myself.

I want to live soft.
I want to live clean.
I want to live blessed and bold.

Ek's nie skaam vir my pad nie. I’m proud of how far I’ve come.

Watch me walk into everything I prayed for.


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